7.30.2013

We're Back. -Pascaline.

Warmest greetings. I am Pascaline. I understand that a majority have been supportive and understanding of Talmai in these troubled times. Originally I did not intend on posting, but then other than proxies, nobody intended on what just happened.

We captured a proxiette that was trying to attack a boy of the school, Cian. The proxiette refused to talk. So we got her to post beforehand, the girl, "Araminta" – well, why on earth do I call her the girl? She was older than I, in her forties perhaps – yet, there was something intangibly childlike about her... no, that is not what I mean to say. There was an air of eternal neglect, as per a forsaken castle with vandalised chambers. Something feral, something untouched. 

For the benefit of myself, Matvei and Talmai I shall now describe her - I warn you that if you are about to dine, you may find this unsettling to the stomach.

She wore a lacy Victorian dress that looked as if she had not taken it off since perhaps the age of twelve, for there were many splits and scars that made her seem as if her body had to grow around the material. This was indeed the case on the left shoulder and the left hip – some of the straps and ribbons had embedded themselves in and under her skin, many infected, purulent, bleeding. She had, it seemed, made an attempted to heal some by a whitish substance resembling powder.

The dress seems as if it would have once been white as well, although it is horribly stained with blood, dirt, food and pus. Hair is blonde, but greying, and in terribly matted plaits. Eyes blue, beautiful baby blue, but with terrible case of icteric sclera and rather bloodshot. Rotting teeth. I think that covers it.

We can't be certain what is going on inside her mind. We'll get to you when we work it out.

Kind regards,

Pascaline
LISTEN TO ME

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up above the FUCK FUCK FUCK SHIT FUCK THEM ALL WITH RUSTY SAWS UNTIL THEY SCREAM AND YOU CAN PULL THEIR TONGUE OUT AND EAT IT BEFORE THEIR EYES

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MY NAME IS NOT ARAMINT PLEASE NO non ono n
Does everyone caught up in this
SHiT
just blog about it?

PROXIES? YOU KNOW, MY FELLOW PROCURERS? FELLOW SERVANTS? MY BRETHREN, MY LOVERS IN CHAINS?

do you not listen to His song

it is a song
a command
a beckoning
a fact of life

and it shouts through your

AZOTH

it shouts listen to it oh just listen

kill them all kill them all killl them all kill kil kill kill kill kill kil kill kill kil kill fuck their brains out with their dead child's wristbones
all of them kill kiill all of them KILL

KILL?

KILL.

KILL!

KILL!

~Araminta

7.29.2013

Critical updates on our situation

Two days ago Talm seemed to have calmed down, and so he and Felicity were reunited. Obviously they are still in mourning, but at least now they can mourn together and heal properly. Felicity was my main concern, trying to keep her feet as far out of this stuff as possible.

Because of all the shit that's gone down, yesterday Talm went to her school, just a little village school really, to sort out time off and arrangements of moral support she'd be needing when she gets back in... god knows how long. How does a child recover from that? To the point, Felicity hasn't left his side since he got back, so she went too, and because she went, so did Pascaline and I.

The tall man followed us there, when we stopped for every red light and every old lady crossing the road, He'd be close by, watching, staring with no eyes. 

We underestimated the skill of those proxies. And however tall their Master is, we also underestimated how low they'll stoop to lick His thin pale ballsack. They ambushed us there. We yelled all at the kids in the schoolyard to run. The stupid teachers called them inside. With fewer options before being forced to fight, Pascaline called the police, we all agreed we would hold the proxies off the school for as long as possible. Called the police. I wish to god we hadn't. The proxies gunned the police down with ease.

Which brings us to now. We're stuck in a loop with 63 primary school kids, and proxies. The town looks abandoned, if you walk through too many halls (far more halls and classrooms than the school actually has) the school they start to look abandoned, too. Against our protests, one teaching assistant went to explore said hall. He hasn't come back yet.

We've spent the last few hours making name tags for the kids and compiling a register, which we do every two hours, to check we aren't missing anyone else. Thankfully, all the kids are with us so far, except the ones who had been absent that day, who are presumably safe at home. Talm is with Felicity. Pascaline is organising the older kids to comfort the younger ones in groups, which she's calling Bubble Time. I'm keeping guard, making sure the kids don't touch the weapons, organising lunches.

In case we run out, I've made a contraption to catch rainwater using the PVC piping, but when/if it does rain, I'm gonna have to check it actually works, and I'm gonna have to check it's actually water.

All of us are thinking of what the fuck to tell the kids. They don't understand why we're barricading doors, they've only seen glimpses of proxies, only heard the fighting from the main classroom.

Pascaline or Talm can tell them; I'm not very good with children.

✒Matvei

7.21.2013

#6, #7, #8 - M4 CARBINE, MAGNETS, MAKESHIFT LECCY CHAIR

TALMAI CHECKING IN JUST TO SAY TO THE PEEPS THAT I'M ALIVE.

10/10 to this M4 CARBINE. YOU CAN BUY IT OFF ANY DECENT SHADY SUPPLIER OF YOURS. EMPTIES PROXY BASES IN SECONDS.

10/10 to magnets, when the ones with all the azoth tried to escape through the Path, it locked them in. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MOTHERFUCKERS. Where is your MASTER now, BITCHES?

Then, one had like AZOTH TENTACLES, oh he thought he was so fucking BAD, he told me all about killing my little girl, so I STRAPPED HIM TO A FUCKING CHAIR WITH REINFORCED CHAINS, PUT WIRE AROUND ALL HIS TENTACLES AND WATCHED HIM ELECTROCUTE HIMSELF TO DEATH WHILE STRUGGLING. AHAHAH OH GOD THE SCREAMING WAS AMAZING. 100/10 10000/10!!!! A MILLION OUT OF TEN!!

-TALM

7.12.2013

I Don't Even Know How To Explain This.

Matvei here.

Talm hadn't been back for a while, so yesterday I drove to his house, it's flung a little way down the coast, nearest to Bude, Cornwall. Beautiful white cottage with ivy and all. There were balloons and streamers and banners leftover from Charlotte's birthday. You could hear the ocean rolling, the seagulls, smell the salt. There were more seagulls around than I was used to, then again I'm not from here so I didn't make much of it.

I knocked on the door for a bit and there was no answer. Tried the handle. Open. And then, that smell. I'd know that smell anywhere. Decay. In Britain, the weather has been hot these past few days, that only exacerbated the stench, sped up the rotting. Inside. Lana was the first corpse I found,  Jesus Christ, I can only imagine what they did to Lana, only see the aftermath. She was kind of a bitch. But she didn't deserve that. Relatives, playmates, dead. Throughout the house. All killed in one gruesome manner or another. I think they took the dining room hostage, not certain though. They must have done it on Charlotte's birthday.

This was the work of more than one person, no doubt. I found one proxy upstairs stabbing at some leftover birthday cake. I really should have interrogated him. Instead I gouged his eyes out with the fork. Talm says men with children kill with the least mercy. Whenever I remind him that I don't have kids, he just shrugs like I'm some kind of explainable exception.

I found what was left of Charlotte in the garden, strung up on the swing and decorated with some streamers and burst balloons. Her presents and wrapping paper were strewn all around.

The shed, there was a noise coming from it. Opened doors, got ready to shoot. Glad I didn't. Little Felicity. She was clutching a bear that had a bandage over it. She was a state, covered in her own tears and vomit, Christ she must have been there for three days. Kind of drawn in, blanking everything out. She didn't even flinch when I picked her up and carried her back to my car. I had a last look around for Talm, but couldn't stick around long. Needed to get Felicity out of there.

I guess an explanation of precisely what it is we do is in order. Because I think the Oracle has been waiting for this moment for a while.

Kelevra asked why I changed sides so rapidly. Thing is, I never did. Neither did Talm or Pascaline. That's what brought us together. What with all the hits on England lately, did you ever stop to wonder why the place was so vulnerable, why news spread so slowly? Us. We intercepted messages, wiped files, replaced files, spread lies, damaged the system at its very foundation. Moreover, we killed. Funny story - Pascaline and I met while trying to sabotage the same proxy mission.

Those train wrecks, Kelevra? They were intended to kill those proxies. And the rest were intended to get angry so I would have a reason to kill every last of one them. You could call us all... infiltrators, I suppose. We never changed sides. We never forgave our "Master". We never served. Only destroyed.

✒Matvei

7.09.2013

Matvei again. Unofficial Item Haul.

Talm isn't back yet from his daughter's birthday party, was expecting him an hour ago. Anyway he had a post planned for today. Doing one on his behalf. It won't be as fun, because I'll be talking about practical things, but anyway.

iPhone Armband

These days running and proxying alike has become centred around the internet. Or you might need to contact someone. Yet that can be hard while in combat, or fleeing. This is an okay-ish solution. It's an armband, and you slide your iPhone into it. So, you can run, jump around, fire guns, ride bikes, drive cars, and your iPhone will be close by and secure.

It's not clear on the picture, but there is a cover over the iPhone's screen, which protects it from scratches while being thin enough to use the touch screen through.

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Can be purchased here.

Shitstormproof USB

Another thing about running and proxying is the importance of information. People will pay to get it and people will pay to have it destroyed. Introducing a bulletproof, shockproof, fireproof, waterproof USB. Used in the armed forces, if I'm not mistaken. This way you can store information about proxies, runners. If that didn't have you sold on it, it's also a keyring and has an aesthetically pleasing pattern on it.

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Can be purchased here.

Cash Capsule

A keyring that is actually a capsule. It can be used to hold money, specifically notes, for those times you've had to leave in a hurry and need a quick fiver for the bus. Or maybe you need it for taking cyanide for impromptu suicides when you suspect you're about to be interrogated.

Others may want to keep some Ipecac in there for impromptu emesis if you suspect the person you're about to interrogate has taken some cyanide.

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Can be purchased here.

✒Matvei